1. |
intro
02:21
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i've been spending my time
searching for ways
to get through the day
taking vacations
in forms of LSD
come and comfort me
a fake reality
only i can see
wouldn't you believe
a fake reality
only i can see
wouldn't you believe
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2. |
codependence
02:25
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is this love
or codependence?
i don't care, what's the difference
i don't care, what's the difference
is this love
or codependence?
i don't care, what's the difference
i don't care, what's the difference
fuck
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3. |
nightmare
02:37
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open my eyes again
you can't see me for who i am
i'm a nightmare
a disaster
get me out of here
breathing faster and faster and faster
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4. |
heroin
02:36
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I don't know what it is like
to have my own space
or erase all the issues in my past
mistakes I have made
things i'm not proud of
mistakes i have made
things i'm not proud of
you said you would always be around
but i don't see you
except when you're lying
face down on the bathroom floor
please wake up
white walls, white tile
i feel you're in denial
white walls, white tile
i feel you're in denial
i was so scared
i would only make things worse
but now i'm learning
how to put your issues first
please grab my hand
i hope you know
i understand
what you're going through
i needed you
and i was so scared i couldn't say anything
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5. |
ghost
03:12
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i'm a ghost
to the ones that i used to know
you're the most
beautiful thing in this world
i was trying to better myself
i guess i lost touch with everyone else
take a look at me
tell me what you see
is everything okay?
are you feeling alright?
take a look at me
tell me what you see
high on LSD
now everything is alright
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6. |
being selfish
02:40
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i'm not myself any more
i thought that's what i wanted i was sure
i'll tell my best friends i was wrong
i'll tell my best friends i was wrong
i hate myself
i don't wanna bother you
i'm annoying
and i know you hate me too
so i become an asshole
to my friends and my loved ones
i push everyone away
just in case i self destruct
i know that it's not the right way to go
i know that it's not the right way to go
and now i never wear my seat belt
driving faster through the snow
two lies i tell myself
make it easier
easier to let go
i hate your face
i love the cold
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7. |
overdose
03:24
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overdosing in a cold october setting
i hope you won't be forgetting
what i wrote down and sent to you
all my friends are getting higher
i've got problems i'm a liar
i just run away from truth
so take this message as a warning
i've got problems being forgotten
need to hear you need me too
so please don't let it get this bad again
and i'll try my hardest
to see things through
all my friends are getting higher
i've got problems i'm a liar
i just run away from truth
so please don't let it get this bad again
and i'll try my hardest to see things through
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8. |
pedal
02:16
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if you are honest
and i am lying
if you are sober
then i am sorry
but i'm not sorry
about a damn thing
that i told you
this past morning
you tell your lies
recite your lines
make it seem like you're not alright
look inside
i'm sure you'll find
that piece of shit human you left behind
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9. |
survival
02:48
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i try to stay alive
but it's your name
that keeps me up late at night
so i isolate myself
from all the ones that i have loved
and i will never make amends
to all the ones that i have fucked
and i am not growing up
i am not getting older
but winter is coming
so you will grow cold
but you were so kind
please rip out my spine
you don't use yours
i don't need mine
pick me up
take me home
anything so i don't feel alone
open my mouth
hear me out
i need your help more than you can tell
please come and save me
i feel like i'm dying
this self-conscious effort
of not even trying
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10. |
quit
03:13
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yesterday
i felt like hurting myself
i just left instead
smoked myself to death as i lay there crying
motionless in bed
you came over to stop me
you came over to save me
i'm a coward because i'd leave you
i'm a coward because i'd kill myself
i'm a coward because i'd leave you
i'm a coward because i'd kill myself
today
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11. |
voidrealm
02:00
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